The trip to my brothers house was awesome even with breaking down. It gave me a glimpse of a bigger world, a world I never knew, that stirred a feeling in me I grew to despise a feeling of imprisonment. I had allowed myself get very comfortable in my own world and realized there was no way I’m going to grow into the person I want to be if I stayed, but change is scary, and I was starting a family although my wife wouldn’t get pregnant for another two years it was what she wanted, me, I didn’t know what I wanted. After an awesome three day weekend we made it back home with zero incidents and Tuesday morning arrived with a touch of sadness as I saw how my mornings will be for the rest of my life, I was drowning in my own life with no one to save me.