Dan the man

These days I struggle to find anything that I am passionate about, hell, I can’t find anything that interests me. I don’t know when it happened, but it did happen I would go out of my way to avoid people or situations that I felt would be uncomfortable for me. I also know I have been struggling with depression for many many years, but honestly I am at the very best place in my life. I have an amazing wife that I love deeply, we travel all around the world, see and meet incredible people, so why so sad, who knows. Maybe it’s because I am older, maybe it’s all the regrets I carry with me. Whatever it is I am fully aware of it and live with it well… and I hide it really well. On the rare occasion I do dream it always becomes a nightmare, but when I’m awake and socially active know one sees the battle inside. Is it the price I pay for a life full of regrets and bad decisions? Who knows.